farewell 2006
and all it holds...

so quickly a year has passed le..haix. looking back at 2006, everything seems like a dream. haha. sitting down and looking closely, if you'd ask me i'd say it's over jus too quickly. it dint exactly feel real. haha.

this year was a great year i'd say. so many things changed. so many things happened. but it seemed like nth happened this year remained. everything was back to square one. everything.

wad happened in first three months were too good to be true. friendship. all that i ever wanted in the new life beyond the comforts of st nicks. soon, it was over. back to hostility. unfamiliarity. tough times. taking so long for things to be well again. all that happened in aj was a dream. that was over too quickly. i wished i could hold on to it but life is harsh. i couldnt.

wad happened between us were over too quickly too. haha. no one to blame. no one's fault. maybe only mine. guess we learn through lessons. too harsh a lesson i'll think...haha.

school wasnt good since practically i didnt have the heart of studies at all for the entire year. seemed like i wasted a year. oh wells there's another year ahead. jus hoping all's not too late. hopefully. wushu was great at first, giving wad was my motivation. but now i'm still motivated to do well. haha. but wushu isnt the same as before. it wont ever be.

time is ticking awayy...wad happened this year would be over in no time. everything would just be a memory. part of the past. part of my history.

'07
... wad would you hold?

i close the book today...
reluctantly

bleahx >_<

sorry for not updating. haha. have been busy busy man...all the christmas stuff and the camp tml. goodness. so many things. so stress :'( sobsob. first time being the programmer la...and the first day i have to lead the games alone. ahhh. sobsob. scaryy. hope i do well lor. later everyone bored. sobsob.

have been shopping man..wahaha. bought alot alot of things. spent alot alot also. now broke le. no more shopping. bought 3 shirts, 1 jeans, 1 belt, 1 slippers, 1 bag..woohoo. love them all=)

yay i got new song that i'm addicted too!! liang shan bo yu zhu ying tai...nicenice ^^ altho ya la i know the title a bit the -.-" but haha. the song is nice nice. now got 3 fav songs. nono. 4. no. 5. haha. too many le. but can say is 5 la :)

tml camp le. will be back on sat so yep. don miss me! haha. ok since when am i so ego..hmmm......oh wells.

helenlen!! when will kaifong return you the vcd...sobsob. i want watch. i've been disappointed twice le lor. haha. kidding la. not your fault. once fong return yuo le mus tell me ar. i book it. haha. love ya len..

kk i shall go settle last min camp stuff le. cya all!

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"IN the presence of God, who is the source of out love and before all witnesses, I, ..., take you, ..., to be my wife, for better or for worse, in joy and in sorrow, in sickness and in health, to honour and to love, to support and to pray with you and be faithful to you as long as we both shall live. I solemnly give you my promise according to God's holy ordinance."

haha...that's the sweetest statement ever you'll hear in life. and guess that is one statement all girls would love to hear from her loved one. sigh... jus attended a wedding ceremony. and seriously i was almost at tears when they gave their thanksgiving speeches. i duno why. guess it just is so emotional.

how to dream of a wedding when you're not even attached...haha

never really thought wedding is so emotional. until jus now at the ceremony myself. really emotional. how nice it was to find someone you truly love and is willing to spend a lifetime with. to hear him give you a promise that lasts a lifetime. to feel his love forever. especially emotional for a girl ba i suppose. my uncle also felt so. cos you're leaving your family. casting your life and depending on a man you hold dear. especially for an only child :( sighs. it's a total different life le. haha.

sometimes i wonder. when would it be my turn. or rather. would i be standing there. haha:)

"..wisdom and devotion in their common life, that each may be to the other strength in need; a counselor in perplexity; a comfort in sorrow and a companion in joy. Grant that their wills may be so knitted together in Your will, and their spirit in Your Spirit, that they may grow in love and peace..."